Wrong side of the bed,dear.Try again soon.

*sigh*. I think that when I woke up this morning, I forgot to put my happy face on. I woke up at 7:30 (not horrible, but certainly a contributer), and soon after found out my tree was about to get hacked at with chain saws. As I write, all that remains is a ton of logs and the stump. *sigh*.

I think we are going to have to sell our house. My dad hasn't payed child support since sometime last year. Well, he's given us partial payments, but 200 there, 300 here doesn't cut it. He waits until the last possible moment, the day before his license will get suspended. Child support services don't help. They don't do anything. And my mom can't find a good job. It's really sad for me to just sit and watch my mom try to deal with all of this. I can't! I won't! I must. There's nothing I can do. I'll let her borrow from me, but she doesn't want to do that to much. I don't like talking about this kind of stuff with you guys to much, because money issues make everyone uncomfortable. I'm talking about the world, not specifically you guys.

You never know what it's like to live from paycheck to paycheck until you do it, you never know what it's like not to know where your next meal's coming from until you don't. And I don't even know the half of it.

Also, we got the Harry Potter book. This may seem like great news, and it is. But my sisters and I voted, and decided to read the book out loud together. Let me say this: I was in the minority. This is a book I would be able to read in a matter of hours, but no. We all have to read it together, which means it will take weeks if not months for us to get through it. AAHHHHGGGG!

I realized I will be spending my birthday with my dad. Not horrible, though. It's just that I hate holidays and I guess that now includes birthdays.

I will be far away where my grandparents live the first and fourth week of August. I love seeing my grandparents, but I'll miss you guys, and mom, and the zoo, and roxy, and my house, and my blog, and my tree that isn't there anymore. *sigh*. I'll give you my number and you all have to call me lots and lots, K?

chica bonita