Counting my......
ok, I'm ok. It's a fresh start...
Here's an all-out, makes-sense post:
ok, I realize this: I'm such a whiner!
I have it good. Really good. Ok, so my life's not perfect, no one's is. I realize this to. I know I'm always bitching to you guys about my life, but I shouldn't. I need to start counting my blessings, verdad? I guess it's just because I'm the type of person who'll explode if they keep their feelings inside. That doesn't necessarily mean I have to tell the person who's bugging me to their face, I just need an outlet. My journal and this blog are the best outlets I have right now. So yeah.
So now, I will proceed to count my blessings:
1.sisters
2.you guys
3.both my parents love me, in their own way
4.my dad has never ever been abusive to me or my sisters or my mom
5.i live in a really nice neighborhood
6.my dad gave us money last month
7.my stepmom is nice
8.i have aunts!
9.cousins!
10.uncles!
11.i mean, my mom's family is amazing
12.kittens
13.my school is pretty much a good school
14.my little sisters got a scholarship to go to st. joe's (the one close to us) next year....a private school. nice.
15.i was homeschooled for eight loverly years
16......many more i am forgetting....
posted by Esperanza Rising @ 12:18 p.m.
10 comments
10 Comments:
wow, i envy you, i could never just suddenly look at all the good things in my life when i am so... mad... sad... angry... the feeling, you know....
yeah....i know, it was really hard, but I need to stop whining so much when there are bajillions of people out there who have it, like, a hundred times worse then me....
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la chica bonita
ROXY!!!!!!!!!!
gosh!
food!!!!!!
water!!!!!!!!!
i don't mind when whine. at least you don't act like everything is always good.....even when your bursting at the seems.
lol, how could you forget your dog? your body functioning and not having to use machines to breath? being able to walk? having a home? know the story of lorenzo's oil? if you do you will be really glad for what you have, if not, read/watch it and then you will be even moor100 grateful!
I'm glad you are able to look at the good things in your life! sometimes we get so caught up in the bad things that we forget about the good, but no matter how bad life gets, there is always something good.
uh.... nazi camps had something good? well, you were with you buddy when he died, that's good....
lol..I know....I don't mean this to be sappy or anything, which is kinda how it's turning out, but oh sigh, lol....
la chica bonita
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