crash. I'm lost on purpose.
what is up with me? And my better graces, where are they now? Would they have stuck around for longer than an hour if I had been a better me? Somehow, I doubt my feeling that this is just a product of my environment. Today, I got lost in the night time park on purpose, and...Why is this so messed up? It's not much about anything in particular, just a feeling of creeping doubt. And to much, to much, to much to soon, to much to soon to fast. crash. On purpose? On purpose? Would I have this be a mistake? In the test of time we all shall see. I need someone to be my smile soon because I don't seem to have one now. Or it seems never, because I can't. fucking. stop.
posted by Esperanza Rising @ 9:53 p.m.
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I'msorry... I don't know how to help you... And if i knew i doubt i'd be able.
i don't know how to help. i'm here if you need to talk though.
I'm gonna be the third person to say "I don't know how to help." so.. I don't kno how to help.
I want to though..
are you bus saturday night? or can you come over or I go over there if you'd prefer? I am almost positive I can hang out, and there's nobody I'd rather hang out with right now, so.. yeah. hopefully you're able.
I hope you're okay, and if YOU know any way i can help, just tell me and I'll do anything/everything i can.
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