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hey all....

I'm sry I hardly ever post here anymore. But to make up for it, I have joined a blogring thats title is: "what happened to all the blogs?" I think that totally makes up for my lack of commitment, right?

more like yeah right.

it's funny. As soon as I posted that this was gonna be my 'poem blog' it became not a poem blog, because i kinda went into a not writing poems faze.

this is the time of year I realllly realllly realllly wish I was homeschooled again. Or at least went part time. But after all the effort mom and I put into getting me settled the way i wanted, going part time just seems like giving up. And I am soooo not a giver uper. How long do you think it took to convince myself to give up violin after I realized it wasn't a priority for me anymore? 3 years, that's how long! lol.

so yeah, I'm not gonna give up on this blog, either.

but i may not post in here quite as regularly as I would like, cause I just don't have time. I am so insanely busy. this week has been like heaven, because I was BORED during some of it. ME, bored, how weird is that. My journal is that much fuller, and I love writing in my journal. It is one of my great loves.

And I'm just kinda rambling on, I know. But i don't really have anything else to do. I might as well. And if it bores you, dear reader, well then tough shit, stop reading it then.

my my, such profanity.

Let's talk about new years!

Last year was a good year. I think this year will be even better. I feel like I'm coming into myself more lately, becoming more confident in myself. Of course,

doubt is still my panic. And I could do w/ loosing a few lbs.

but that's not really the point. The point is that I was in a play. And I remembered all my lines. And I was horrible at it, but I got up in front of people and I talked. I mean, a couple years ago I could not have done that.

And even tho i'm still shy...like I am at the zoo for example, I'm getting better at talking to ppl. I'm good at that at school at least.

And I am so blessed in all my friends and family, I really am. Lately, I have felt...so...surounded. It's a good feeling. And I wanna say I love you all.

Cause to me, there is nothing on earth better than people. I don't care what it is, seriously I could not live without my friends. Or my family.

See, this is why I will never be able to live alone. I hate being home alone. That's not to say I don't like being alone sometimes, i do. But even when I want to be alone, I usually want addie to be there. Which is really like being alone anyway, since we're basically one. lol.

Actually, we're really different. We're like the odd couple, lol. But I seriously doubt I would be as happy as I am today without addie. The older we grow, the closer we get.

awwwwwe, how cute is that???

or should I say kute?

ok, enough sentamentalitorizing for today folks.

luvs!

stay snakey, friends!