jittery school bug

hey everyone...tuesday I go back to school. I'm kinda a teeny bit jittery about this fact. I keep thinking about last year...and how frickin crazy I really was back then. You know I wasn't nervous? Not nervous. I didn't know a single person, or a single thing about school and I wasn't nervous. I guess I just didn't know I should be nervous. Everyone else knew I should be nervous, but I didn't know. LOL. It's kind of ironic. Now I am nervous, and I shouldn't be.

Well, enough of the chit chat. I thought you all might like to see my schedule, what I'm doing every frickin day for the next three months. It changed a lot since I last talked to you...Some of the changes I'm proud of, some I don't deserve and some I do.

Let's see.....

Trimster I
1st- orchestra:Stuckey (Stuckey-short, plump, irritable. Turns very red in the face when angry.)
2nd- world and US studies II, hon.:Dryfuse (this is one of the changes i feel bad about-I don't deserve it any more than the next accelerated student.)
3rd- chem. I, hon.:Mortemore (Nice knowing you, guys.)
4th- art foundations:Davis (looking forward to this one, but I had BETTER have a good lunch.)
5th- spanish II, hon.:Mackin (anyone's better than Barnes-haha addie, i feel for you babe. But not that much, hehehe)

yeah. I'm gonna die.

You know, I never thought, or think of myself as a 'smart' person. I'm destinctly dumb a lot of the time, really. I hate the steriotypes people give honors students 'they think they're better than the rest of us'....'they're all a bunch of snobs'....Because I don't, and I'm not. Sometimes I feel like actually apologizing for being in honors classes. "I'm sorry I'm an honors student, Kristen. Does that offend you?" The thing is, I just have to work with what I have. No one else is about to pay for college, or my life after. Hopefully, my brain will. I'm not good at athletics, art or music. School, I can do. And I do.

Oh sigh.